Introspection isn’t healthy
I have been, for the last few weeks, thoroughly fed up with my working situation. It’s been the same old crap, day after day after day. I find myself wondering how anybody can undertake end-user support on a long-term basis. I have been working for the same company for almost four years, first as a contractor, then as a permanent member of staff. Every day it’s the same crap:
My keyboard doesn’t work.
I can’t get into my H Drive.
I can’t….
I can’t….
You get the idea. Well, i’ve got news for you: I don’t care. Yes, there was a time when I did. I used to look forward to getting up in the morning to face the day’s new challenges, the chance for me to help someone else, sort their problem to make their working day that little bit less shitty. All that has changed.I don’t care. I have realised that there are much more important things things in this life than those losers who can’t even clear a paper jam. I don’t care. I have spent so long trying to help other people and do things for other people that I have neglected to do things for myself and my families. I don’t care. That’s going to change. I don’t care.
I suppose I don’t just mean work either. The Mini Club has been a big part of my life for 4 years and I am getting fed up of trying to do the “right thing” for the club. Many of the members only think about themselves, not what would be good for the club and take every opportunity to have a dig because
“the club didn’t tell me” or
“the website is out of date” or
“there’s too many cliques” or…
Again, you get the idea. I don’t care any more. It’s time to think about me, my wife, my families and my friends who I have neglected for far too long.
Current Mood: Self Destruct.
Current Music: Eva Cassidy – Fields Of Gold
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